Sometimes, it feels like a big mistake that I let you go and be with her. But then I realized that it's even a bigger mistake to let you stay with me when I can no longer make you happy, when I can no longer make you feel safe like before. I'm sorry.

I know it's been 4 months since we broke up, a lot has changed. We barely talk and it's okay, we don't have to force it. I'm not really sure about the idea of being friends with you, it just doesn't feel right, at least for now.

But I'm prepared to see you, maybe it won't be so bad. Maybe seeing you will help me in accepting that I can never forget you (I don't want to forget you). Forgetting my feelings, like how I loved you, is, another matter, because I know I can never love anyone else like I loved you.

We're living our separate lives now. I know you're happy with her, and I am glad you are. I'm happy too, and loving someone felt easy and uncomplicated for me now. I owe this happiness I feel right now to you.

Because you, choosing to be with her, taught me something. When you didn't give me a chance anymore, it changed me...for the better. And for that, I am grateful.

I'll always be grateful "we" happened, grateful that I loved someone like you. And I still do, I still do. Maybe, just just maybe, not in the same way.